Tuesday, 26 November 2013
Why can’t I be more decisive?
Please don’t judge me too harshly, I am one very very confused bunny. I’ve not articulated my doubts at home because I’m wary of rocking a precarious boat. I don’t want to plump for a decision when I may end up being able to pull something out of the hat for my family. They love me a lot and are going through some tough stuff from other directions too at the moment. I don't really want to add to their pain. Daily, I oscillate 20 plus times between staying and going. Hence, my question, why can’t I be more decisive? I have many and various weaknesses that I have learned to live with in my life: this is one of them. In my personal life, I am appalling at making difficult decisions. Never so evident as in the last few months. I seem to be at the point of being annoying.
In other news, I've lost a stone and things are always a bit happier when weight comes off.
This is probably a something or nothing post, but from my perspective it was an update so you could know where things were up to and reassurance that I’m still alive and still as crap as always. Sorry.